Interview and live set on Apex Express

We would like to thank Nonogirl at Apex Express and KPFA for having us in the studio last night. It was so much fun for us to do it, especially with having a live audience!! Our sincere thanks!!!

We posted the link to the podcast on our MEDIA page! Here it is again: podcast!

Up next for us is the official launch party of Beautiful Eyes at the SF Main Library. Check the events page for more details! We will also post another reminder on here.

Hi kids.

I just haven't had the time to update this. I've kept myself overly busy. Just to jot down some new developments:

GERARD
-picking up annoying brat habits from other kids
-started learning to read and spell basic words (cat, dog, boy, go, open, hurt, him, in, the, car, girl...)
-he knows how to write his own name (since February!)
-knows "Our Father" by memory

AUBREY
-taken to afterhours care after falling off a cart and hitting her head on the Costco floor (she's okay, nothing terrible happened)
-brat levelled up: super super super brat :) (you are talking back, sweetheart!)

One funny incident was by Aubrey. She is still obsessed with The Little Mermaid. She put a pouch of the bubble wrap over her feet and "swam" around the floor. Then she plopped on the couch next to me, took the pouch off, and said "I'm a human now."  Oh girl....you are endless joy to me.

This week, Gerard's school has a temporary new location. It's a classroom in a district school with a real yard and playground. He was so excited! But I've been reminding him that they will return to the old location in a couple of months.
He also knows the Our Father by memory! Aubrey is learning it too, but Gerard has got it down.

And well, he has been interested in a Ramones song too! Do You Remember Rock n Roll Radio is his favorite and he always asks for it in the car. In fact, he was singing it on the cable car that day his grandma took him and Aubrey out. He told me all about it.

I have started a pen & paper journal for G and A. This is so they have something physical to touch and also see how bad my penmanship is. In that journal, I will leave random notes, advice, lessons and maybe confidential information.

In no way am I ditching this blog. I will continue to record their achievements here. While this is a private blog, anyone I personally know can view it with a password. But I have not quite shared this blog with too many people. It's okay.

A couple of weeks ago, they got a new bunk bed and for the first time, they now share their own bedroom. They love it! They are always in it playing, fighting and bonding.

About a month ago, we also moved out of our house and into a rented house now. I like this new house a lot. I miss the old view, but hey, we're in a nice place now. Our new place is on 41st Avenue (@ Ortega). Both kids were so psyched on their first here. They didn't sleep until past 11.

the love in the air

Aubrey had her first taste of pre-school yesterday when we had to drop her in for a day with Gerard. SHe didn't cry, and the director said she did well. Wish we could afford to finally register her for good.

Tonight, though, as I was getting out of the shower, Gerard said his good night to me. When he was going down the stairs, he turned his back to the stairs at the top to lock the safety gate "for Aubrey." I got a little nervous as I always do whenever he turns his back to the stairs. I told him to turn around and not look away from the stairs, but he insisted on locking the gate so Aubrey doesn't go down. Perhaps, he just didn't want her to follow him to grandma's room, or maybe he just didn't want her to wake up and find the gate open and fall down the stairs. Either way, he was looking out for her. He knows we always lock the gate for Aubrey.

Love these kids so much.

Conversations with the kids

Gerard has been wondering and asking about his other grandpa lately. He's aware that he is passed, but he asked me yesterday where is Grandpa Romy. I told him he's in heaven, although when he asked his papa the same question, papa told him he's in space. Gerard asked me then, where is heaven and is it nearby. Ummm... I told him I really didn't know where it was.

He is an interesting person to have a conversation with. He's only 3!

To my dearest Gerard and Aubrey:

I have not been able to keep my little blog for you regularly. You both have kept me so busy and tired, but I'm not complaining. I love every minute we have together.

It is now February 2012, and you are both developing so very well. It makes me so happy and proud, and you hear me say this often...along with, "That doesn't make me happy, guys." You know, when you are old enough to understand this, I am always happy with the both of you no matter what.

Sometime last month, Gerard, you had learned how to write your own name. We made you practice hard, and it paid off. At your first Valentine's party at school, you were one of 3 or 4 kids who wrote your own name! I am so proud of you and how fast you did that. You have been potty trained for about a month now, and I'm so proud of how you have picked it up so fast. I am sorry that your Papa and I couldn't be the ones to train you, but we are grateful for your teachers and how they have helped to develop you in these last few months.

Aubrey, your vocabulary amazes me everyday. You are so intelligent with how you understand and communicate at your age of 26 months today. You love your brother and even though he makes you cry, you never want to leave him behind. In you, I see that you have so much compassion for your family this early, and I will continue to help you foster that through your growth in this life. Thank you for making me feel like a million bucks, when you always want me over anyone else. Even though this stresses me often, you better believe that I DO want to be with you at all times but right now you just don't understand that I need to do things on my own sometimes.

You both have changed so much about me, and because so, you make me appreciate everything I used to have and everything I have now. Before you both existed, I had no plans or desire to settle down. None whatsoever. But I feel like this was meant to be...God made it to be, and I thank Him as much as possible that He led me on that path I never imagined I'd be on.

I will write more when I can.....Mama is busy, and kind of on a break from something important right now. But I hope you get to read this one day. Although, if you don't, do know that what I write here are things you will know about in your daily lives.

Love you my brats,
Mama <3